'Too Fucking Scenee' ©

i really admire this girl

This site is mainly full of pricks, apart from the odd few
im not a fucking 'scene' kid, no matter how i dress or look
i think people take myspace way to seriously and its becum part of their 'life', its pathetic
Im special, And i know iam - that doesnt mean im bigheaded, if u get to know me ull see im unlike the rest of the prick girls
I dont screw guys over
I dont cheat
I dont cause shit between people for my benifit
I dont disrespect people - no1 is better than anyone else
I dont get with other peoples boyfriends
I do actually have a fucking head on my shoulders that ISNT hollow
Im a genuine person, im have alot going for me, i have feelings just like every1 else, and ive been for god saken to this diaolical planet thats dying everyday! be nice to me and ill be nice back cus im ACTUALLY A NICE PERSON!!

I wish more people had this outlook on life, we live in a fake materalistic society and to some degree we are all guilty of it.

food for thought

rambo and the trotter

and relax....

WHERE AM I

HI!

joe as kurt cobain

Do you know what the best part of today is

today, at work, i get to work on an adult entertainment web site aka porn site

i get paid to stair at the word DILDO all day

Its getting pretty late and i've gotta get up for work tomorrow, no matter how hard i try tonight i wont dream anything...

I'll leave you with...

then the next day i dream about falling off a cliff...

some say these dreams have meanings, i should look this up sometime

fire-engine sex

i have this re-occuring dream it gets better each time, i swear one day my dreams will come true.

i basically go to this firestation where i meet this girl, she's all hot n horney and her hair is flowing golden locks and she has a shirt open. Her naked skin is perfect and we have sexy hanging off the back of a fire-engine, god knows why...

then i look out to right of me and theres this really long grassy slope which i proceed to run down, then the dream ends.


No matter how hard i try the women in that dream has no identity, i try to replace her with other women to no avail.

things to do....

• recover and find ways to get over my stomach ailments without resorting to drugs...
• stopping getting mad everytime i hear the words "courtney love"
• settle on a guitar and buy it
• stop spending so much time on the computer
  
• so i can listen to more music
• get a radio tuner for my new hifi
• find some gigs to go to this december
• definatly go to see big cash prizes
  

Youth culture in the UK

What the fu*k is going on these days with kids.... those ones hangin round the streets, right ok so kids always did that... but im talking about these pricks with attitudes, thinkin their some bad boy rappers.

I was walking through town the other day and these d1cks were walkin round eye-in up girls their own age by starring at them as they walked past. I think these wankers fit the CHAV category. Your, hoodies tracky bottoms tucked in socks, baseball caps under the hoodies, sportswear that type of thing. What are these people trying to prove. Their cocky fu*kers who have no respect and round theres theres only music so theirs new ringtones and their aint no romance :D

I get worked up everytime i see these kids. I was never like this when i was younger. The worrying thing is the pretty inocent girls play at the same game. I wonder what britian will be like in 20 years time when these guys have grown up.

They are influenced by the media, the sensorshop laws in this country. The level of exposure i think is dangerous. Everyone needs to be influenced by the US music industry is fuelled by $$$ and advertising to these gullable wastes of space is proving to be easy money for the big wigs.

I shouldn't stereotype but they have no regard for society, instead bring bad attitude to UK youth culture, having their little hoody collony so they actually have some status. I gets me confused thinking about this. I DONT think this post has done my thoughts any justice.

Twisted minds

Ok so i stayed up and watched a documentary on the Columbine shootings last night on TV. I have to say i was pretty disturbed by what happened. I remember it briefly on the news for about a month a few years ago, 1999 to be exact.

I didn't really know much about it until i saw the program last night.

I honestly don't know what the fu*k could of gone through these kids minds to make them act in such a way. If you try and rationalise / or understand their thoughts for a better phrase, you start to realise that they felt excluded from society in a way that they decided to join this trench coat mafia gang to actually gain some authority or standing in this niche of society.

The question i'd like to know is how did they build up this mentality. Questions need to be asked why support wasn't given of this was detected earlier for prevention. The worrying case for this is, sometimes bad things have to happen to ensure measures are put in place to prevent further attacks of this nature.

It was a terrible massacre which ended in suicide. What i found confusing was reports of poor police work, e.g. not dealing with an official police complaint from a death threat from one of the killers. Also police not enetering the building for hours to rescue hostages. Also what i found most interesting was one of the killers was on medication which could have caused homicidal or suicidal tendancies.

I think this is just a snapshot of the society that we live in.

My thoughts recently

Been thinking about and possibly want to write about

- The british way of life
- Fake people, specifically certain celebrities
- Youth culuture in the UK
- Courtney Love
- More Nuclear power stations in the UK
- Pay as you go for driving on britains roads

Neglected

Neglected my thoughts for the past few days... Been stuck in another world. Apart from getting over my cold i went into london this weekend. Had a pretty good day, did some shopping and went back to the house in east london.

Been back at work now and the weathers getting colder. Snowed for the first time this winter on monday, worried about not being able to get home after all the horror stories of people getting stuck.

Epiphone Texan - Acoustic Guitar

God i would love one of these. A late 60's (67-69) version would be perfect but how damm expensive are they! I found out today after googling around how much they are going for, even second hand.

Epiphone make some cracking guitars. I got around to this subject when thinking about what i would like for christmas. I think £1000+ is a little extravigant.

I will admit i have bookmarked an early 70's japanese version on ebay thats slightly damaged.

Still its a classic guitar.

That time of the year again

Yea, ive just realised its nearly christmas soon.

I enjoy christmas it reminds me of when i was younger, those times are great, christmas still is but times have changed. I enjoy christmas these days as a family occasion. I'm lucky enough to have a reativly big family and its nice to see people again.

However the downsides are, i gotta start thinking about what to get people which i think most agree is not easy; especially when buying for lots of people. People are also asking me what i want for christmas. I always think, i gotta come up with something or i will end up with things i dont want cluttering up everywhere.

So thats me at the moment, thinking about christmas ideas.